Sigh.. I'm typing this whole blogpost again because I accidentally closed the window. :(

I dream every night, and I usually remember them when I wake up.
I'm having weird dreams lately, about ANIMALS.

Dreamt about rats and a snake the day before yesterday.
The snake in my dream was extremely weak, only managed to swallow a rat. >_>

Got the dream interpretations off -> http://www.dreammoods.com/

Rat(s):
"To see a rat in your dream signifies feelings of doubts, greed, guilt, unworthiness and envy.
You are keeping something to yourself that is eating you up inside.
Or you have done something that you are not proud of.
Alternatively, a rat denotes repulsion, decay, dirtiness, and even death.
The dream may also be a pun on someone who is a rat. Are you feeling betrayed?
In particular, to see a black rat represents deceit and covert activities."

Snake:
To see a snake or be bitten by one in your dream signifies hidden fears and worries that are threatening you.
Your dream may be alerting you to something in your waking life that you are not aware of or that has not yet surfaced. The snake may also refer to a person around you who is callous, ruthless, and can't be trusted.
As a positive symbol, snakes represent healing, transformation, knowledge and wisdom.
It is indicative of self-renewal and positive change.

The dream interpretations don't sound very positive eh?

Must be the rats hiding inside the roof of the building that I'm working at!
Their squeaks are so loud that I can even hear them while I'm doing work.
Glue traps have been laid to catch them, but they're some smartass rats.
They shifted the trap and it's gone.
My colleague said "They must have a R&D department, trying to figure out how the trap works."

RATS' NEST IS JUST ON TOP OF OUR HEADS!
One day, if they have bitten a big hole and the whole colony of rats fall and attack us how?!
Omg, I'm getting very paranoid now.
They instilled a great fear in me, so bad that I even dreamt about them.
GAHHHHH.

Okay, enough of rats, they're freaking me out.

Dreamt about 3 cute tiger cubs yesterday!
It's like the three tiger cubs from our childhood song, or was it two?
Hahhaa, I think it's two.
The song goes like.. (I think)
"两只老虎, 两只老虎, 跑得快, 跑得快.
一只没有眼睛, 一只没有尾巴.
真奇怪, 真奇怪."

Anyway, they look like this:

Credits: http://blogs.sandiegozoo.org/2010/11/12/hello-tiger-cubs/

But the weird thing is.. they're hatched from eggs.
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Totally random.

It's funny how I'm so afraid of cats yet I like tigers and I adore lions.

Wanna write more but I got so pek chek already because I'm retyping this whole post for the second time.
Accidentally closed the window twice. Seriously?!

p/s: Seeing how wordy this post is just annoys me.

-wenling

Searched the lyrics from the net, but couldn't find a correct one.
So, I edited parts of it.
There you go. :)

Tiffany Alvord - Possibility

I look at you, you look at me
I look away, so you can't see
I'm dreaming of you
And you don't even know, you don't even know

That I'm falling madly in love
With you, with you
And I wish that you were going
Crazy for me too...

And I sit alone in the darkest night
My heart is pounding and I wonder why
Why am I invisible
Why can’t you see I’m in love with you
Are you in love with me

You show some signs, but I'm not sure
It's a secret love, and you’re the cure
I just need to know
What you think about me, about me

'Cause I'm falling madly in love
With you, with you
And I wish that you were going crazy for me too

And I sit alone in the darkest night
My heart is pounding and I wonder why
Why am I invisible
Why can’t you see I’m in love with you
Are you in love with me

And don't you think that maybe you and me
Could be a possibility
I just wish that baby you could see, you could see
That I'm falling madly in love
With you, with you
And I wish that you were going
Crazy for me too...

And I sit alone in the darkest night
My heart is pounding and I wonder why
Why am I invisible
Why can’t you see I’m in love with you
Are you in love with me

-wenling

Okay, now everyone is commenting about my face getting rounder and rounder.

Gahhhhhh.

I do keep an eye on my weight, to the extent that I weigh myself everyday. :(

The truth is.. I DID NOT GAIN ANY WEIGHT.
But whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?!

:(

Self-confidence level dropped x1000000000000000000000000000000000.

Fine. Just gonna work extra harder to burn more fats. >:(

To whoever who says that appearance doesn't matter AT ALL, stop lying!

-wenling

Good evening everybody!
Got rid of my laziness of the day finally, and here I am!

Firstly, I wanna thank everyone for the awesome wishes on my birthday.
And to those who called to wish, THANK YOU. ♥

If you guys know me well, I hate the thought of ageing, because skin will start to sag, wrinkles form, hearing and sight starts to fail, blablablablalaaaaaaaaaa.
Stop asking me not to think about it because it's useless.
I JUST CAN'T HELP IT.

Okay. Next.
Got awesome gifts from awesome people.
Haha, received quite a number of Hello Kitty presents this year.
MAX LOVE!

Will not blog about the presents, but you guys know that I really appreciate the love you gave me! ♥

Look at the picture there...and yea.. I spent that day studying for the Statistics test. >_>
and the night with the girls at Tanpopo.
The food at Tanpopo is super delicious. EVERY SINGLE DISH TASTES SO GOOD.

And Yay, I made it to Saki's blip of the day. Hahahhahaa.

Credits to the awesome photographer: Saki Yuen.

I really wonder how my life would be if I didn't get to know them.
Thank you guys for always brightening up my days and making me laugh (I swear I can train abs out from these laughters!).
I'll be a good mama and take good care of you girls for the next few decades even till we all become old popos k. ♥
Hahaha.

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I can whine forever about my busy life.
I know you guys are concerned about me and always ask me to give up on a student or two, or my part-time job.
It's not about being stubborn and not wanting to take a loan from my parents.
There are many other people who are working extra harder than me.
If they can do it, I'm sure I can too.
So... be a good friend and continue listening to my whinings (just to make sure I don't break down) k? ♥

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School has been okay so far, but the assignments can kill.
In years to come, I will definitely feel empty if I have no essays to write.

CCA started already, adding on to my busy schedule!
Feel so small and noob whenever I go for trainings and practices.
But it's okay because we all learn right? ;)

And my new baby, Cuppu (just gave it a new name, hahaha) !

Victor got the same cue as me and he named it Cuppy?!

O.o...

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Uhms, it's kinda awkward now because I don't know what to blog about already.

BYE!

-wenling

She's my recovery pill.
It's amazing how she can always heal me with her angelic voice, and give me strength to carry on.

"So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you"

p/s: if you can't see the embed video, please refresh the page. :)

Till then~

-wenling

Good day Earthlings!

I've having a "good" time of my life juggling with work, tutoring, and school.
It's not really easy to find time for myself.

Last Tuesday was Valentine's Day.
How did you guys spend it? :)
Congratulations to all who succeeded in their proposal/getting into a relationship.
Last long and stay happy!

Well, for me..
Haha, #togetheralone lunch date with Jasmine(only because her bf is in camp!)!

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It's Week 4 in school now.
Had a Research Methods test last week.
The paper was... @_@?

Next week's gonna be hell for me!
Students' CA1 from 27-30 Feb, bet I'll have a good time tutoring them everyday.
There's also a test, and an essay submission.

I wanna thank ASM for taking his time to help me with the interviewing process needed for my essay. ^^
We did the interview at 3am, and completed it at about 3:30am or so on 19 Feb 2012.
Instead of him owing me a favour, now we switched roles.
Thank you very much! :)

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Some of you are asking me about me emo-ing on Twitter.
Haha, it's not really a permanent thing whenever I'm unhappy.
I get over it really quick.
It's just some issues with my mom.
I love my her alot and I didn't want to disappoint her nor make her sad.
However.. she's unhappy about me talking to this particular friend.
I don't blame her for that because I know she wants the best for me.
But...

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Drew this yesterday.
Hope you guys will have a great day! SMILE! :)

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Got to prepare for school now! Gonna be late again.
Oops!

-wenling

Did nothing productive today.

Tutoring, nap, dinner and lazing around.

Love lazy Saturdays.

The feeling when someone who's the reason why you are feeling down, cheered you up..
and the happiness you felt is just temporary.
Emptiness?

Ah, perhaps it's just me being insecure and all.

Bye.

-wenling

Hi, I have so much to rant.

But first, I'll get started on the recent happenings.

First day of school today. It was okay.
But.. my Club 25 泡汤 already! (Only my clique - Psychics, will get what I meant ^^")
Elated to meet the girls today, like finally!
Will be going to Jasmine's house tomorrow to 拜年 (bai-nian)！^-^

Completed my puzzle, but with 6 missing pieces.. :(

Bottom part done!

The house is almost done!

Sky is done!

Lastly..

Tada! Completed. Spot those missing pieces? :/

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Back-tracking to yesterday..

Tutoring in the morning, and got two ang-pows for 拜年 -ing (Bai-nian-ing) to the kids' parents and grandmother. ^^

My two students, the boy is getting bigger size each day. He eats ALOT. Probably in the puberty stage now.

Went off to meet the cute-height and H.K., and another guy who made us waited really long for him (~2 hours?).
Seriously, how UNGENTLEMANLY that is.

Oh, I watched We Not Naughty yesterday too.
A movie at last!
It was not bad. Some parts are really funny, and many parts made me cry.
Go catch if you haven't watch it!

After the movie, went to 三姨‘s house. Played Blackjack.
Sat there till my butt hurt, in the end, no win no lose.

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Back-back-track. Went to River Hongbao 2012 with my parents, Wenzi and her boyfriend on 26th Jan (Thurs).

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Gahh, this post is really long.
I'm really exhausted now, had an extremely tiring day.

Went to work in the morning till 2pm, school in the afternoon and finally, tutoring.
This busy schedule is gonna last till... ... I don't know when.

I wanted to rant here initially, but my mood got better after I finished this post.
So.. I shall end it here.
Goodnight guys. :)

-wenling

P.S : I don't why the 'nian' chinese character can't be read. :@
P.P.S : There's a statistic test on my birthday. :(
P.P.P.S : Drank Cup Walker's Black Crystal Milk Tea and I loved it!

It's a lazy Saturday today.

Woke up with a sense of emptiness.
Felt really lost and I didn't know what to do.
Rarely feel like this, and gahhhhh, it sucks.

I've cleaned up my desk and prepared myself for school on Monday.
Washed my pencil case, tote bag, and my file!

Got really bored so I started fixing jigsaw puzzle.
Still working on it now~

Hehh, I really love jigsaw puzzles since young.
And one day, I wanna piece 10000. :)

Haven't been to the cinemas for more than a month..
There are many movies I wanna watch but at the same time I'm feeling really lazy.
Any must-watch movies screening now?

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我们都曾受过伤害，也许已经认定了这辈子再也找不到那个“他”。
既然失去了，不如再给自己多一次机会。
" 只要真心相信，用心尋找，就能在我們的生命中，在茫茫人海裡，找到那個人，而那個人，也會在許多男孩，女孩之中，看見獨一無二的你。"
跌倒了，就要有勇气，勇敢地爬起来。
单身的朋友们，我们一起加油吧！:)

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Well, I really feel sad for you.
You know that the problem lies with you, that's why you've no friends.
You complain to me, I listen to you.
But what's the point if after the whole thing, you told me "I won't change for others, I'll just be alone."
FINE. GO AHEAD.
NOMB.

-wenling

Good day everyone! :)

Happy Chinese New Year!
How have you guys been? Eating alot and gaining weight? :P

I see my last post was 2 years ago.
Have always been wanting to blog but I was kinda lazy.
I've stumbled across a few friends' blogs and I guess that motivated me a little.

2011 had been a great year for me.
As much as I didn't want it to end, I will still have to move on.

Just some UPDATES about myself.

1. I have already quitted Creative after working there as an Engineering Assistant for 1 year and 3 months.
I got to know aweosme colleagues who taught me many things in life, really grateful for that. :)

2. I completed my Japanese Language course, Intermediate 4 level @ Bunka Japanese Language School!
Also, I took my N4 JLPT in Dec 2011. Still waiting for the results now!

3. I've successfully enrolled into SIM-UOW's Bachelor of Psychology.
Most of the people have not heard of the University of Wollogong and often go "Huh? What gong?" when I told them about it.
Haha.

Somehow, I'm glad that I didn't make it to the local universities, because.. I can see myself still stucked in the Engineering field.
Well, I do like Engineering, as it involves alot of calculations and formulas.
However, it's not something which I really want to do for the rest of my life.

Have been thinking alot about what I want to do in the future, and I guess I found my calling.
So far everything's good, glad I have awesome classmates like Amanda, Jasmine, Mardhiah, Saki and Cel. ;)

4. I have been exercising much more regularly compared to my poly days! Haha!
I didn't even go jogging once during that period. Hahaha.
I've lost about.. 4kgs? :P
To those of you who are concern, I'm not yet underweight. Haha. I fall nicely on the acceptable range. ^^

5. I'm still giving tuitions, trying to earn some pocket money and saving up for my course fees.
I'm gonna start my part-time job soon, @ Singapore Eye Research Institute, doing some data entry jobs.
I've been working there for about 2 months during 3-months holiday, and my contract is gonna end tomorrow! (Credits to YM for getting me a place there ^^)

6. Yes, I'm still single.

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Not expecting much in 2012.
Only praying hard that everything will be smooth sailing.
Made a few New Year's resolutions and I hope I'll be able to fulfil them.

A few pictures to end the post with:

My new cactus! Yet to give it a name. Haha.

First day's dress, credits to girlfriend!
I love the color. ^^

Me and Dad. Look alike eh? ^-^

Well, there're actually many more photos but they are all with my sisters.

So..
Settle for three k? Hahaha.

My sisters are getting prettier and prettier, and they make me feel really old now.
Sigh. :(

Till then~

-wenling